So last night at around 2am, I happened to check one of my class's syllabus and to my astonishment found out I had a midterm in the morning in about 8 hrs. Needless to say, I panicked and shouted various sorts of curse words upon my discovery.
Guess I won't be getting my beauty rest after all.
So I basically had to cram in what remaining hrs I had left, while still trying to get as much sleep as I could. I couldn't pull an all-nighter because I had crap to do the next day and I knew I would be too tired to concentrate on those things due to lack of sleep. So I crammed. And I crammed. Till around 5 am came and I really had to go to sleep. I figured I would get up around 8 am and study a little more before the test (my test was at 10:30). Naturally, I got up around 9 instead and by this time, I really was cramming. Luckily, this was one of easier classes, so I wasn't too worried by the time I entered the classroom.
You know what I found out 5 min later? Yes, that's right. NO midterm today. Midterm will be next week he said. MOTHERF@#$&%^($!!!! Thanks, professor. Thanks for making the last 8 hrs such a delight for me in this trying time. Sigh...
So yeah. No midterm. I suppose I should feel relieved and grateful. And I am. For the most part.
I'm beginning to realize just how cyclical and mundane my life really is. It's like the same thing over and over again. And you would think that I'm tired of it. But the truth is, I'm used to it. I've been conditioned and molded, by my teachers, by my parents, by freakin' society basically to do the things you are required to do to what is it? "Have a good life"? "Secure your long term future"?
I'm not saying you shouldn't get a good education. Because I've seen the statistics. I've heard and seen the facts. I know the importance of a good education. I wanna have a good life. For me and possibly a family in the future. But sometimes I wish I could be someone else. I wish I could stop doing the same things everyday. I wish I step in someone else's shoes for once and see what that's like. Just for a day. To experience what they experience on a daily basis.
What is it really like to scale huge mountains for a living? Or get paid to play a sport that you love? Is being a rock star truly as awesome as it sounds? Even doing small things like working in a coffee shop. Or fixing cars. Or owning a restaurant. These are all things I have never experienced. And probably never will. But wouldn't it be fun and a hell of a lot more exciting just to see if I could?
What are some of your ""desires" or things you wish you could experience?
Man I am hungry. And that was a long post, sorry for that haha.
Talk to you later.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Long time no see
Hey guys, just wanted to tell you all I'm gonna start blogging again.
Yeah, I know it's been like two months since my last post, but honestly my life has just gotten to the point where it's been the same thing over and over again. I really wish more exciting things happened to me more often..
Anyways, expect more posts from me soon. I won't blog everyday but whenever I need to write down some thoughts or have any more awkward convos with girls I'll be sure to post them here. I really do feel like blogging is a good way to let something off your chest once in a while.
Anyway, it's late and I'm tired. Have a good night.
P.S. to a certain someone: you know I am always there to talk and listen. Keep your chin up. :]
Yeah, I know it's been like two months since my last post, but honestly my life has just gotten to the point where it's been the same thing over and over again. I really wish more exciting things happened to me more often..
Anyways, expect more posts from me soon. I won't blog everyday but whenever I need to write down some thoughts or have any more awkward convos with girls I'll be sure to post them here. I really do feel like blogging is a good way to let something off your chest once in a while.
Anyway, it's late and I'm tired. Have a good night.
P.S. to a certain someone: you know I am always there to talk and listen. Keep your chin up. :]
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Happy Holidays! (also an update)
Hey guys! Happy Holidays! Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! And so on!
Just wanted to update you guys since my last blog...I know, I know I haven't been updating as much but it was finals time (which went ok) and of course holiday season is here. (And maybe perhaps no awkward convos with the opposite gender have occurred since).
I am glad this semester is over with. I was really worried about not passing this one class (organic chemistry) and so by the time grades were supposed to be out I was pretty much freaking out. But luckily all is good and this semester turned out pretty well. I'm just glad I can take a break from all this school nonsense.
Just got back from seeing Curious Case of Benjamin Button, and it was really good. I highly recommend it. It reminded me of Forrest Gump alot while I was watching it...Don't know why but it did. But you should see it. Definitely oscar worthy IMO.
As some you may know, I'll be away this weekend on a ski trip to Jersey. So I'll definitely try to get some pics (maybe even video) of it if I can of me falling on my ass multiple times and I will post them here when I get back.
Also, I just wanted to thank all you foos who left a nice video message on my wall wishing me Merry Christmas. I'm sorry I haven't been able to comment them yet, but I really appreciated it and to be honest I didn't even expect that many of you to even leave me a text, rather than a whole video. Haha, so thanks and wish all you guys a safe and happy holidays!!!
Peace.
Just wanted to update you guys since my last blog...I know, I know I haven't been updating as much but it was finals time (which went ok) and of course holiday season is here. (And maybe perhaps no awkward convos with the opposite gender have occurred since).
I am glad this semester is over with. I was really worried about not passing this one class (organic chemistry) and so by the time grades were supposed to be out I was pretty much freaking out. But luckily all is good and this semester turned out pretty well. I'm just glad I can take a break from all this school nonsense.
Just got back from seeing Curious Case of Benjamin Button, and it was really good. I highly recommend it. It reminded me of Forrest Gump alot while I was watching it...Don't know why but it did. But you should see it. Definitely oscar worthy IMO.
As some you may know, I'll be away this weekend on a ski trip to Jersey. So I'll definitely try to get some pics (maybe even video) of it if I can of me falling on my ass multiple times and I will post them here when I get back.
Also, I just wanted to thank all you foos who left a nice video message on my wall wishing me Merry Christmas. I'm sorry I haven't been able to comment them yet, but I really appreciated it and to be honest I didn't even expect that many of you to even leave me a text, rather than a whole video. Haha, so thanks and wish all you guys a safe and happy holidays!!!
Peace.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
An awkward turtle for you...
Ok, remind me why I put so much effort into not being awkward...I still up end making a fool of myself anyway?
This is might seem a bit of a surprise to you, but I am not very good with the ladies. In fact, I am pretty horrible at deciphering and interacting with the opposite sex so much, that I am pretty sure people are starting to think I am gay. (No offense to gay people, I like them very much...when you're not sitting next to me on a subway)
So whyyyyy is this so? Why do girls make it so much harder to hold a conversation with and why do I continually fall victim to that?
Take for example, something that happened to me a couple weeks ago..
I was studying for an exam, and I realized that this girl I kinda sorta liked (not really but she was cute) and that I've known for a while was sitting next to me. Now obviously, I didn't want to say hi because I didn't want to seem like a bother and we were in the library to boot. (Btw, you know how you start acting really weird and strange when a person you sorta like is near you in proximity...like you start thinking of different scenarios in your head in which you could either A. start up an interesting convo or B. try to avoid any contact whatsoever and hope he/she goes away soon....No? Ok, maybe it's just me then...sigh)
Anyway, I was done studying for the night and got up to go...and she recognized me and said hi. I noticed she was on her way out too....Great.
So this is how our convo went as were walking out of the lbrary:
Her: "Were you sitting next to me? I wasn't sure."
Me: "Yeah, I think I was..."
Her: "Oh, so you saw me? Why didn't you say hi earlier?"
Me: "Oh.. well...I mean...I thought......I'm not sure...."(chuckles really lamely)
Her: (sees another friend) "Oh hey!" (goes away)
...Yep. I hate opposite gender encounters. It's like trying to think of something so hard to say...and that it really starts to wrack your brain. And btw, I am not blaming girls for this (even though they could be MUCH less confusing from time to time). I am merely commenting at my shortcomings with the ladies and letting you have a laugh at my expense because that's what I do for you guys.
Anyways, I just thought I'd share that and confess that in spite of things I may say from time to time online..I am not good with the ladies AT ALL. So there you have it.
Good day.
This is might seem a bit of a surprise to you, but I am not very good with the ladies. In fact, I am pretty horrible at deciphering and interacting with the opposite sex so much, that I am pretty sure people are starting to think I am gay. (No offense to gay people, I like them very much...when you're not sitting next to me on a subway)
So whyyyyy is this so? Why do girls make it so much harder to hold a conversation with and why do I continually fall victim to that?
Take for example, something that happened to me a couple weeks ago..
I was studying for an exam, and I realized that this girl I kinda sorta liked (not really but she was cute) and that I've known for a while was sitting next to me. Now obviously, I didn't want to say hi because I didn't want to seem like a bother and we were in the library to boot. (Btw, you know how you start acting really weird and strange when a person you sorta like is near you in proximity...like you start thinking of different scenarios in your head in which you could either A. start up an interesting convo or B. try to avoid any contact whatsoever and hope he/she goes away soon....No? Ok, maybe it's just me then...sigh)
Anyway, I was done studying for the night and got up to go...and she recognized me and said hi. I noticed she was on her way out too....Great.
So this is how our convo went as were walking out of the lbrary:
Her: "Were you sitting next to me? I wasn't sure."
Me: "Yeah, I think I was..."
Her: "Oh, so you saw me? Why didn't you say hi earlier?"
Me: "Oh.. well...I mean...I thought......I'm not sure...."(chuckles really lamely)
Her: (sees another friend) "Oh hey!" (goes away)
...Yep. I hate opposite gender encounters. It's like trying to think of something so hard to say...and that it really starts to wrack your brain. And btw, I am not blaming girls for this (even though they could be MUCH less confusing from time to time). I am merely commenting at my shortcomings with the ladies and letting you have a laugh at my expense because that's what I do for you guys.
Anyways, I just thought I'd share that and confess that in spite of things I may say from time to time online..I am not good with the ladies AT ALL. So there you have it.
Good day.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 4, 2008
To blog or not to blog....
Sup foos.. yeah I'm back. I'm still here and alive. I haven't gone anywhere. Woo.
But yeah sorry for the lack of blogs lately. It's been a combination of laziness and lacking of anything even remotely interesting that's happened to me the past couple of weeks that have led to this. Even the previous post was kind of a filler that just happened to be posted in the spur of the moment.
But it sure made some people smile and feel warm and happy inside, righttttt? :)
And my nose just started bleeding.....aw crap. Brb.
Ok, I'm back. What was I talking about before the wonders of biology interrupted me?
Oh yeah, laziness and uninterestingness...Basically that sums up my life. Haha I kid. I kid. Or not...
Like I said, nothing interesting has happened, and that's probably cause schoolwork is piling up and I haven't had time to do anything interesting. Unless you count poker. Which I lost 5 dollars at last night. Or me and Ralphie singing A Whole New World on skype. Which thank god wasn't recorded. Or getting an extremely weird call from Comcast asking me to do a survey. OVER THE PHONE. Yeah, isn't that weird? It doesn't help also when the guy taking the survey sounded like he wanted to kill himself. Well I guess if I was in his shoes, I'd think about it too.
Oh and I think I'm going to Cancun for spring break. Woo! I know. It's not like me to do this kind of thing. I'm really not a party guy. AT ALL. But all my friends are going and I figured what the heck? It might turn out to be fun.
Don't you just hate it when you know you've got a buncha stuff due or exams coming up, but you still haven't give thought to the fact that MAYBE this time you're not gonna procrastinate? Or you have but you still end up doing it? I would say procrastination is one of my biggest "bad habits" you could say. And I really do need to stop procrastinating. The effects of procrastinating just worsens when you're in college. And lemme just say procrastination one more time. Man, I am a terrible blogger haha.
Anyways, so sorry for the lack of posts. I'll try to keep it up if I can stop being lazy. Or at least post when something interesting comes up. Which may be never. But whatevs. I'd rather post quality blogs once in awhile than crappy posts everyday.
Ooooh it's cold and my sarah joys are getting pointy...I better put a shirt on...
Alright talk to you laterr!
But yeah sorry for the lack of blogs lately. It's been a combination of laziness and lacking of anything even remotely interesting that's happened to me the past couple of weeks that have led to this. Even the previous post was kind of a filler that just happened to be posted in the spur of the moment.
But it sure made some people smile and feel warm and happy inside, righttttt? :)
And my nose just started bleeding.....aw crap. Brb.
Ok, I'm back. What was I talking about before the wonders of biology interrupted me?
Oh yeah, laziness and uninterestingness...Basically that sums up my life. Haha I kid. I kid. Or not...
Like I said, nothing interesting has happened, and that's probably cause schoolwork is piling up and I haven't had time to do anything interesting. Unless you count poker. Which I lost 5 dollars at last night. Or me and Ralphie singing A Whole New World on skype. Which thank god wasn't recorded. Or getting an extremely weird call from Comcast asking me to do a survey. OVER THE PHONE. Yeah, isn't that weird? It doesn't help also when the guy taking the survey sounded like he wanted to kill himself. Well I guess if I was in his shoes, I'd think about it too.
Oh and I think I'm going to Cancun for spring break. Woo! I know. It's not like me to do this kind of thing. I'm really not a party guy. AT ALL. But all my friends are going and I figured what the heck? It might turn out to be fun.
Don't you just hate it when you know you've got a buncha stuff due or exams coming up, but you still haven't give thought to the fact that MAYBE this time you're not gonna procrastinate? Or you have but you still end up doing it? I would say procrastination is one of my biggest "bad habits" you could say. And I really do need to stop procrastinating. The effects of procrastinating just worsens when you're in college. And lemme just say procrastination one more time. Man, I am a terrible blogger haha.
Anyways, so sorry for the lack of posts. I'll try to keep it up if I can stop being lazy. Or at least post when something interesting comes up. Which may be never. But whatevs. I'd rather post quality blogs once in awhile than crappy posts everyday.
Ooooh it's cold and my sarah joys are getting pointy...I better put a shirt on...
Alright talk to you laterr!
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